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Post by Narcissa Astrid Malfoy on Oct 1, 2018 5:51:15 GMT
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Progress had been slow going, but Narcissa was determined to make the marriage work. She loved Lucius with all her heart but there were times when she simply couldn’t bring herself to be what she once had been. Not with him, not with anyone. When those moments came, she would retreat to the isolation of her studio, painting memories and dreams and things that might never be. Lucius had been understanding, he’d been patient and waited for her. At the start of the year they were sleeping apart, she painted while he worked, they exchanged few in any words. It was better now. She was better. They were better.
Coming home had never felt so terrifying. Narcissa dropped her handbag and shopping bags on the sofa as she passed through the lounge, knowing Dobby would take proper care of her belongings without instruction. She had purchased a dress in anticipation of her birthday celebrations next week, and though she did not know what Lucius might have been planning, she was expecting something spectacular. Her heels clicked loudly on the marble floor as she followed the long corridor into the kitchen. It was empty. Tea was still several hours hour, and Lucius wouldn’t be home for another hour at least. An hour – that was how long she had to keep herself together. Just an hour or so. Her hands shook as she filled the kettle with water and set in on the stove, walking away before she realized she’d forgotten to turn on the burner. Opening the cupboard, Narcissa moved the contents about, searching for a box of tea bags but not finding the ones she was wanting. “Dobby,” she called, her voice cracking with emotion. “Dobby!” The elf appeared and bowed low to the ground. “Find the ginger tea.” Narcissa didn’t look at the creature for long, she was soon staring intently at her hands as she rung them in front of her lap. Dobby snapped into action, finding the tea bags as requested and taking over the entirety of the task.
The hands of the clock moved slowly. At one point, Narcissa swore they were moving backwards! Time did as it always had and ticked away until finally an hour had passed. She had made it, but Lucius was yet to arrive. She sat in her finest dressing gown, the remainder of her tea having gone cold but she kept it close, holding the cup in her hands simply to have something to do. She possibly looked a sight, wearing her nightclothes before the sun had even gone down, but appearances were the last thing on Narcissa’s mind. Sitting in the lounge, her hands and cuppa in her lap, she waited quietly for her faithful husband.
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Post by Lucius Armand Malfoy on Oct 2, 2018 13:13:33 GMT
Life was grand. Lucius was living the high life once more. Even on the cloudiest of days he could feel the suns rays on his skin. Warmth emanated from within him without even needing to think about it. Work was going splendidly, artefacts from Germany snuck in all safe and sound over the course of the week and they were hidden away safely. Lucius had even kept a couple of darker possessions for himself, locked away in the depths of his manor where no one had access. As well as work going better than expected, his home life was incredible, or at least far better than it had been at the start of the year. His wife was radiant, she was his purpose in the world once more. Narcissa was like a completely different person. She still had her moments where she was in need of her solitude and Lucius respected that but the need for her alone time had significantly decreased. It was wonderful really. Life was really on the up and up and there was nothing that could bring Lucius down right now.
Arriving home a little later than anticipated, Lucius unbuckled his cloak, "Where's my wife, elf?" Dobby was at the door, scotch in hand for Lucius, bowed low for his master. "Mistress is in the lounge, master." The squeaky voice of the elf was cutting to Lucius' nerves. Lucius threw his unfastened cloak at the elf and made his way through the hall to the living room, sipping at his scotch. When he reached the lounge the door was slightly ajar and he pushed it open, letting himself in. His eyes found her immediately. She was an absolute vision. The way her long, blonde hair hung over her shoulders suited her. The way her sapphire eyes sparkled in the light was mesmerising. Lucius swallowed as he drank her in. This was what life was about. This was what he had always wanted from the moment he'd realised he wanted to marry Narcissa. "Darling," He said as he crossed the room, leaving his glass on the coffee table, "You look a vision." He leant down pecking her delicate cheek, with an irrational fear that he might bruise her pale, flawless skin.
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Post by Narcissa Astrid Malfoy on Oct 7, 2018 21:33:57 GMT
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His fear might have been irrational if she hadn’t felt completely fragile for the last few hours. She’d already been dealt a shattering blow today, anything more from her husband would completely ruin her. Narcissa didn’t know how to respond to his compliments, the smile she gave him bringing liquid to pool at her eyes. “Sweetheart…” her voice cracked, too full of emotion, relief and anxieties mingling. He was here now, he was home and would soothe her rattled nerves. Narcissa cleared her throat and straightened herself up on the sofa. Leaning forward, she set the cup of cold tea on the coffee table. The porcelain clinked gently, the sound hanging in the air. “Sit with me,” she asked him, a hint of pleading in her voice. Cissa’s hand reached up and touched his. He was warm, despite having been in the cool October air just moments before now. She wanted to melt into him and ignore all her worries, leaving them for another day. That could have been so easy to do, and Lucius would have been none the wiser. The hint of emotion she’d shown him thus far could easily be explained away. Memories of their daughter, her sister, the dozens of friends and family already lost to this war. Narcissa was not without a plethora of excuses for her shaken nerves but she couldn’t- she wouldn’t let Lucius live in the dark. As much as he was her rock, Narcissa knew too that she was his. Those early months in the year had been trying for both of them. She had recognized it more as she stepped out of herself and returned to him. He’d grown thinner, older. Her pain had aged him. Could she give him the world to repay what she had stolen from him, she would.
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Post by Lucius Armand Malfoy on Oct 11, 2018 11:31:52 GMT
Something was off and Lucius didn't like it. They way that Narcissa spoke was breaking his heart. Had something happened? Oh Merlin, what was it? They'd lost Corrine and they'd lost Bellatrix. Was there someone else? Had they lost another loved one? The way she looked, the way she'd dressed, it didn't seem as though tragedy had befallen them once more, however he could not be certain. Her voice had cracked and her startling blue eyes had become glassy with the start of tears. What in the name of all that was magical was happening? Why was she prolonging this?
His eyes followed her every move, concern could not be hidden from the aging features of his face. He was only twenty-five years of age and yet most days he felt as though he was fifty-five. He had been through a life time of hurt with his wife and yet they were coming through it - or he had thought they were coming through it. Whatever was happening this evening Lucius was worried it would put them back to square one, put them in the same position they'd been in at the beginning of the year. The idea that Narcissa would lock herself away from him again was agonisingly real.
He sat at her request, taking her hand in his, silent as he gazed at her. He had learnt to wait patiently for his wife. He wanted to ask her to tell him what was going on, to fill him in on what hell they were about to endure together but he knew better, he had learnt that his wife would get to things in her own time, she would be more coming if he gave her the space and time to compose her thoughts. Pressure did nothing. So he waited patiently - worried - and gazed at his wife, never able to hide his emotions from her although he tried, he tried not to look as concerned as he felt but he was failing. Miserably.
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Post by Narcissa Astrid Malfoy on Oct 25, 2018 4:04:36 GMT
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Expressions of worry and concern, for whom she didn’t know, crossed Lucius’ handsome face. Narcissa felt her stomach lurch, not for the first time today. After all they had been through in their relatively short time together, it was unfair of the fates to place this on them now when they were still regaining each other’s trust and affections. There were moments, though she tried to hide them, that Lucius’ touch still burned. That his voice still caused her pain, despite the words only being ones of affection and husbandly duty. His kiss was different though. It had a way of mending her wounds and when his lips pressed against her skin, his tongue trailed over her body, she felt heavenly and whole again. Those dangers were what brought them to this point this evening, and Narcissa waited until Lucius was seated before she began.
Closing the small gap between their bodies, Narcissa scooted closer on the sofa until their thighs touched. Her hands in his, she looked up into his warm, blue eyes and felt a swell of emotion rise up in her. “I’ve been to see the healer,” she started, slowly and precise were her words as she managed to keep her confidence up long enough to get the complete sentence out. Heart thumping wildly inside her chest, Cissa fell silent, working up the courage to continue. Her hands squeezed his tightly and her gaze fell to her lap. “I’m so scared, Lucius.” Her voice cracked as she admitted the thing that had been plaguing her since leaving the healer’s office. “I don’t know if I can do it all again.”
Her gaze was set steady on her dressing gown, the sheer fabric doing nothing to hide her thin legs and the faint lines that had developed on her thighs as their daughter had grown inside of her. Those little lines and a marble stone were all that Narcissa had left of Carina. What if this child followed his sister’s example? What if Narcissa couldn’t bring him to term? The odds were not in their favor. It was enough to cause Narcissa to think the darkest of thoughts, to ask questions a good pureblooded wife would never ask her healer. She had longed to be a mother ever since she was a little girl but the thoughts her anxiety were creating threw her entire life’s plan out the window. Lucius would be furious if he ever found out but how could Cissa not confide in the one person that had never even considered betraying her trust? “He’s due in June, if he makes it.” Finally, Narcissa lifted her eyes, tears gently falling down her face, highlighting her cheekbones and making her blue eyes sparkle with a mesmerizing sadness. “If we want him.”
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Post by Lucius Armand Malfoy on Nov 1, 2018 12:29:03 GMT
The concern on Lucius' face only grew greater as Narcissa spoke of seeing a healer. His Narcissa was seeing a healer without him? It was ridiculous! He wanted to desperately know what was going on with his fie, he needed to know just what in the name of Merlin she'd been up to and he wanted to question just why she hadn't spoken to him about any of this, and yet he couldn't say a word, something that was beginning to infuriate him the longer this secret keeping was going on, despite only just finding out that his wife was indeed keeping a secret. "Narcissa," He breathed almost silently, letting her continue on. There was no sense in distracting her from her train of thought or else he'd potentially end up even more confused. A straight forward evening with his wife was what Lucius had been hoping for, what he was receiving was certainly anything but.
Lucius swallowed hard and stayed with Narcissa, fighting the urge to find someone that could tell him what madness was possessing his wife. She would begin to make sense soon enough but if she didn't then Lucius was certainly going to call for a Healer and have her looked over. Had her losses finally driven her to insanity? All this time of thinking she was getting better had he really just been pushing her deeper and deeper into insanity, into some kind of mad psychosis? "Narcissa," He breathed gently, his voice carrying his concern as she looked at him, tears falling from her crystal blue eyes, "What in the name of all that is magical are you speaking of?" He asked. Who were they expecting in June? Who was possisbly visiting that could get his wife so distressed because honestly, Lucius wanted to murder the man that was putting such pressures on his darling Narcissa.
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Post by Narcissa Astrid Malfoy on Nov 2, 2018 5:13:47 GMT
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Horrible thoughts swirled in her head as Lucius attempted and failed to make sense of what she was saying. Losing Carina had very nearly killed Narcissa, though not in the literal sense, at least not directly. They had had such a rough go of it since the beginning. Miscarriage after miscarriage. Carina was their little beacon of hope. She had made it so far and Narcissa truly thought the worst of it was over. They were finally going to be a complete family, the perfect little family she had always dreamed of. Lucius, the love of her life, and their child, the light of her world. And then suddenly that light was extinguished and Narcissa felt cold and alone. Stepping off the balcony of her bed chambers was not a far off thought and were it not for Lucius’ never ending devotion Narcissa might have just gone through with it. Spending eternity with her child was far more preferable than the hell Carina’s absence had left her in but she simply couldn’t leave her husband. His patience brought her back to the light and she was finally beginning to feel something of herself again. This new child growing inside her womb would surely face the same fate as all of her previous children and Narcissa knew that Lucius’ love would not be enough to keep her here if she suffered another loss of that magnitude.
Her words were all very clear to Narcissa, but Lucius’ confusion only created chaos in her head. She looked at him with an almost blank expression for a few seconds, with the exception of the tears rolling down her cheeks, streaking her makeup. Her hand moved to her stomach. Eyes turning to her lap, she quietly said, “I’m pregnant.” And then she waited, the silence creating a deafening noise inside her ears.
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Post by Lucius Armand Malfoy on Nov 2, 2018 5:50:33 GMT
The words that Narcissa spoke were ones that Lucius had heard before. He'd celebrated such news joyously with his wife even after their losses but this time did not feel so joyous. Perhaps it was because of the confusion of Narcissa's words, the way she'd explained everything beforehand while leaving out the crucial detail, letting it all just fall into place in Lucius' mind like some kind of falling puzzle that just could not be unlocked without that final piece. Or perhaps it was because he had not been aware that they were trying as such. He knew that they were intimate, obviously! But had they wanted to fall pregnant so soon? What kind of toll would this take on his wife's fragile mind and body?
Lucius sat there silently, mouth slightly agape for a moment longer as he continued to process this news. His wife was pregnant again. They were to expect a child in June. Their child. Lucius knew that he should have been excted but Carina had been such a huge part of their world and yet at the same time she had utterly crushed all trust that Lucius had in his wife's body. He had no idea that he would feel this way upon hearing such news. He'd always thought that should Narcissa fall pregnant again then he would be happy for her, for himself, but all he could do was worry. "Forgive me, my darling, I know this isn't the reaction you were hoping for. You've stunned me a little!" He pulled Narcissa's hand up to his mouth, pecking the top of her hand and the clasping it gently between the two of his hands. "Truly, from the bottom of my heart, my sincere congratulations." He allowed himself a smile. "How are you feeling?" Merlin he hoped this was a simple question, something that could give him clear insight to her mind, some truthfulness to how she was feeling because honestly, while Lucius wore a smile, he was happy and concerned all at once. Hopefully Narcissa's feelings could help give his own some clarity.
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Post by Narcissa Astrid Malfoy on Nov 2, 2018 6:19:11 GMT
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It was probably only a few seconds but the silence from her husband felt like an eternity had passed before he finally spoke. Cissa allowed him to take her hand in his and kiss the back. Ever the romantic. His reaction was completely forgivable as it had been something of the same when it was her turn to receiving the shocking news. The healer, having known of Cissa and Lucius’ troubles, was cautious as he informed her but there was still an air of joy in the man’s tone that made Narcissa initial thoughts turn her stomach. For years she’d dreamed of being a mother and yet as the news was shared with her the only thing going through her mind was ‘no, no, no, no, no.’ The healer was wrong, she was certain of it, but after forcing him to check the results again, Narcissa fell silent.
Congratulations were hardly in order. It felt as though her beloved was congratulating her impending death because it seemed the only outcome in their current situation. She was bound to loose this child just as she had lost all the ones before and, unable to cope, Narcissa would end herself. The alternative, which seemed almost unspeakable for a witch of her standing with aspirations of motherhood since the age of five, would certainly end with Lucius divorcing her and that too would lead Narcissa to take her life, because how could he possibly stay with her if she chose to abort his child? There was no outcome from this situation that warranted congratulatory words.
Her free hand wiped the tears from her cheek, her head still tilted toward the floor. How was she feeling? There was no possible way to answer such a question. “I-” The tears continued slowly and she sniffled as she wiped them away yet again. “I don’t- I-” Terrified. Nauseous. Devastated. Confused. Angry. Worried. Completely overwhelmed. How to pick just one when she felt literally every emotion under the sun except joy. “Scared,” she admitted finally, her voice barely more than a whisper. “I’m so scared, Lucius.”
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Post by Lucius Armand Malfoy on Nov 2, 2018 8:14:04 GMT
Of course there was no straight forward answer. She'd been through so much these past twelve months that it would have been simpler to ask a dragon to keep it down. Lucius didn't know what to do. He'd expected that some day they would go through this but he'd not expected it so soon. Perhaps another year but not now. This time last year Narcissa was pregnant with Carina. She wasn't even showing beyond a little bloat but to be pregnant again so close and especially after carrying for so long yet not having their child - Lucius couldn't even begin to describe just what that was like to anyone and he really couldn't even begin to contemplate just what was happening in Narcissa's mind. Scared, he believed, had to be an understatement, but was she happy? Even a little? It was what they wanted eventually, right? So it had happened a little - or a lot - sooner than they'd anticipated, that was still okay, right? Honestly Lucius was trying to just convince himself.
"Me too." He said softly. He wrapped his arm closest to Narcissa around her shoulders and gently kissed the top of her head. "Me too," He repeated, sighing so heavily his chest heaved up and down as thoughts of what was coming flooded his mind, but right now that didn't matter. All they needed to concentrate on tonight was being with one another and coming to terms with the fact that Narcissa was once again pregnant. How they would handle it could be discussed another day, another time, for tonight Lucius just wanted to hold his wife close to him and reassure her as much as he could that he was there for her, no matter what.
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Post by Narcissa Astrid Malfoy on Nov 4, 2018 7:05:13 GMT
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Narcissa leaned her head into her husband as he wrapped an arm around her and kissed the top of her head. She wasn’t sure what to say next, or if she even needed to say anything at all. Usually a great conversationalist, Narcissa was rendered mute by the overwhelming number of emotions that were all bubbling up to the surface. She had done so well since leaving the healer’s office. She had managed to keep herself composed while she was in public, choosing to call a carriage instead of apparating home as she normally would have done for fear of hurting the creature inside her that she wasn’t even sure if she wanted. She felt ashamed for thinking of this pregnancy as anything but a blessing, and for crying as she announced the news to her beloved. This was not the way she had been raised to behave, and had her father witnessed her pathetic show he would have snapped at her. Her mum would have been gentler while still reinforcing her father’s opinion. Narcissa turned his face in toward Lucius’ shirt, hiding her shame from the invisible audience of judging family and society she had created in her head.
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